Isn't it weird how we chase after the ones who don't care about us and totally overlook the ones that care the world for us? It's cruel to lead others on when you have no intention of ever making them happy, yet we do it anyways. Why is that? Is it the thrill of having that kind of power over someone? To make them think about you all day, give a little and then take it back. And what about loving the chase, but not the reward? Some people will chase after someone as if it depended on their very life, but once they've obtained what they were chasing after they lose interest. What is it that compels us to do these kinds of things that would hurt others for our own amusement?
Why were we born into this world lonely? We've survived just fine without that special someone in our lives till we get that first bitter and sweet taste of love and after that we just keep searching. I grew up fine without a lover, and I'll survive just fine without one. Shit happens and I don't need to go through something twice before I actually learn my lesson. Relationships leave you with nothing... Friendships blossom and last a lifetime, but relationships end. So why bother? I'm done... I'm done letting people in and having them walk out of my life as if I wasn't worth anything. I'm done having someone stay in my thoughts for hours on end. I'm done with being toyed with.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
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