Wednesday, May 23, 2012

One more fucking love song

I'll be sick.


I'm thinking of closing this blog. Maybe. Or not making this my art blog, but just a place for dumping my thoughts. Since that's what I do anyways.


I've been told by a few people I look different in the mirror.


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Tuesday, May 8, 2012

I'm at a weak point again.

I don't want to fall back into repetition. I have to be strong and I know it, but I'm so weak right now... I don't know what the reasonings are, but if there's a chance for disaster, I need to be strong.

Loneliness is such a strange emotion... I won't fall victim to it again. I know I'm hurt, but I just gotta turn this pain into my strength, into my momentum out of here. I gotta keep the goal in focus.

Saturday, May 5, 2012

I am not sure what I wait for anymore...

Just one word? Maybe. Just a sign that you still think of me, but maybe it's not fair bc I try to cast you out of my mind so often. Even more so out of my heart...

I bought the Hunger Games and finished reading them all. I suppose it was a pretty decent read, but I really do believe they could have been better. My favorite character would have to be Peeta. He's all man (: The most disappointing thing about the series would probably have to be... the transitions into some of the major events... Most especially the last "boss fight". Haha. If you can call it that... What bugged me a lot while I was reading the books was that, for some reason, Bella from Twilight kept coming to mind... And I absolutely detest Twilight...
Anyways, after I finished the series I wanted to continue reading so I went to the bookstore and picked up Wicked and The Lord of the Flies. I've started on Wicked and it's kinda slow, but then again I'm like only in two chapters I think haha... My bestie has the other book and I'm not sure how far he's into it yet...

I guess since I've picked up reading again (finally), I've also found myself more motivated to draw... Even to pick up my DSi and finish the games I never completed... But, what most inspired me to draw again was just watching little animation shorts on youtube. The styles, stories and creativity of all the ones I've seen make me want to create some of my own. Do something, make something that might inspire someone else as well. Bring my own characters to life and nurture them to perfection... Ahhh!!! But, I really need to improve on my coloring ): What I've been working on is so embarrassingly horrible, I don't even want to post it...

Oh. I also want to try my hand at writing (: Maybe I'll work on a children's storybook first... Work my way up.