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i applied to art school and all that's left is to get my high school transcript in and to finish my effing portfolio! but i don't have anything new so i need to rush some new pieces and then use some old ones as well... from like over 4 years ago ): it's really stressful, but i have to do this or else i'll regret it someday. i feel really old already so i can't wait anymore either. anyways, i haven't been using blogger much but rather tumblr.

Sometimes

People make me want to be alone the rest of my life.

Grinding

Been grinding on P4G for the last four hours lol... Finally got what I want but I feel it'd be a waste to not use up all my SP and most of my HP since I used really good items to recover TT_TT

A Beautiful Song

Revisiting Samurai Champloo

Midnight Musings

I wish my life was more fulfilling at this moment. That I could feel more productive and accomplished, but I don't. Lately I've been thinking about what the relationships I have now mean to me. How important are people and do I want to deepen the bonds... Sometimes, I don't even want to deal with certain people or feel that they only bring me down. Sometimes, when I think about how the future might be if I got closer to some, I get tired. I get tired just from the thoughts. And sometimes, I feel that being alone is simply the best. Maybe i'm just in a state of selfishness or maybe I've just become more self aware.

I have an interview

Tml! I'm excited even tho it's not that big of a deal. I've just been trying to look for a second job (: and! I think I know what I want to go back to school for. Something in the medical field. Pretty excited (:

Idk why

But i'm feeling really nostalgic tonight.