life isn't on our sides

It's so easy to put no value in anything, and so hard to value just one thing. You've got more to lose when you care, so why care at all? Because we're lonely and wish to be valued as well.

It's easy for me to be discouraged and forget to look to the sky. Even though I believe happiness never ends, I don't believe happiness is attainable anymore. I don't believe in, "I don't know", because deep inside we know, we're just in denial or don't want to admit to things.

I am nothing, but flesh and bones that will one day become one with the earth. Nothing special when you think about it. We're no better than the trees we cut down and the animals we kill. There is no purpose, no reason to wonder.

I'm just waiting for an ending...

I had the greatest best friend

I had this whole speech ready to go, and now that I'm sitting in front of the laptop, I can't remember it anymore.

I once had the greatest best friend.