It's been a while again

I've been keeping a lot bottled up I don't even know where the beginning is anymore. I suppose a lot has happened... I got in trouble with the law and I'm still trying to get that sorted. Seems whenever something bad happens, stressing me out, I start thinking about issues passed that I thought I was over with already. But I'm not... I'm trying to find any logical reasoning behind these problems, but I'm afraid even if I do find answers I can accept, the hurt may not go away. I don't know how to make the hurt go away.

Tonight I am here, home alone, thinking about the people in my past again. The brief periods, the importance of each meeting, the departure. I wonder how everyone is doing, what has happened since the parting, what they are like now... Friends, family, lovers alike. Am I the only one who finds value in it? If I were truly happy, would I still wonder about them? Am I just thinking too much? It's just kind of amazing how, in this world of billions of people, I got to meet those that I did...

Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.4