I absolutely despise

Not being able to take care of myself. I hate having to ask for help.

Can't wait

For xmas to be over. It's more stressful than it should be for me this year. Or maybe it's just everything in general. I decided to make some hand made gifts this year, but it's not going well. With all this stress, I've been getting hives. At first it was all over my body, but now it just pops up around my ankles whenever I get overwhelmed so I try to keep calm. Take things one at a time.