Sometimes

People make me want to be alone the rest of my life.

Grinding

Been grinding on P4G for the last four hours lol... Finally got what I want but I feel it'd be a waste to not use up all my SP and most of my HP since I used really good items to recover TT_TT

A Beautiful Song

Revisiting Samurai Champloo

Midnight Musings

I wish my life was more fulfilling at this moment. That I could feel more productive and accomplished, but I don't. Lately I've been thinking about what the relationships I have now mean to me. How important are people and do I want to deepen the bonds... Sometimes, I don't even want to deal with certain people or feel that they only bring me down. Sometimes, when I think about how the future might be if I got closer to some, I get tired. I get tired just from the thoughts. And sometimes, I feel that being alone is simply the best. Maybe i'm just in a state of selfishness or maybe I've just become more self aware.

I have an interview

Tml! I'm excited even tho it's not that big of a deal. I've just been trying to look for a second job (: and! I think I know what I want to go back to school for. Something in the medical field. Pretty excited (:

Idk why

But i'm feeling really nostalgic tonight.