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I wonder if I still want to go into art?? I feel like I've lost my way... I guess I want to go back to school... Meet new people and do something with my life... But, I'm not sure if I have what it takes to go to art school. I'm uninspired and have no perseverance. I guess I'm kinda scared too. I'm not sure I can get out of the loop that I tried so hard to stay out of.

Today I felt like a child again. Not because I did something childish, but because there was this feeling that came over me. Well, I still feel it... But, it is a familiar feeling. Maybe the best way I can describe it is waking from a nightmare while you have a fever?