Ehhhhh I wish I posted more frequent

But I don't... My hands are pretty dry right now, it's quite uncomfortable. As of recent I've been pretty inspired to start working on my tattoo! I was looking at polynesian tats and just totally fell in love with the balance they have! Awesome works of art. So yeah, I got a couple ideas going for that, but I prolly won't get one anytime so soon... I want to make sure it means something to me, something I won't regret later. So a different idea I have for the far future is my family's names... Was considering my birth mom's name, but it just doesn't feel right to mix it in with the family I grew up with... I'll figure something out I guess... And then I should start working on a skull for my brother... I gotta do it this time ):
I haven't even started on my xmas shopping... Maybe I'll go do that tml, but I've no idea what to get my bil! Augh!


Um... So I finally went out to see BT... We saw The Descendents, which was a good watch. I like the movie... I suppose seeing him was not as bad as I dreaded... Tho we didn't talk a whole lot haha... I'm still shy and nervous, but I'm sure I'll warm up...


Oh and I dyed my hair. It has washed out a bit now, but it's red. My new years resolution is to get fit enough to be a superhero/villain. I'm thinking Poison Ivy lol I'm not going to make a sexy one, but maybe cute if anything...

Just a quick post

A few sketches I did a while ago... I do like them. Little Red, a mermaid, and a girl I want to bring to life.


A quick photo of me... I liked my makeup that night...


Lola... I miss Lola. This was when we were on our way back to MN... This was our first meeting... I love her.

I finally have some sort of life plan.

Go back to school by fall of 2013, graduate around 2017, attain my dream job and be in the process of adopting a baby boy with the surname Lee. I don't have any real plans for marriage simply because I don't believe marrying the one you love is mandatory or even necessary. I honestly don't know if I could ever commit anyways... But yeah, that's my plan. It was only recently that I seriously thought about it, and it's completely different from what I wanted in the beginning. I thought I'd be out of school and married by 24, then I thought I'd be married with a kid on the way at 28-29, but now I'm not even considering marriage and I'm not even in school. Life is strange... I thought I knew who I was at 21, but now I'm just feeling like I'm finally figuring myself out. I'm only 23, but I already feel like I'm running out of time. Maybe it's because I have ages set for completion of my goals... But, I don't want to be too old by the time I adopt a kid either and that HAS to come after school. It is complicated.

So that being said, what does that say about my current love interest? Where does he fit in? Well, honestly it doesn't even seem like I could fit in his life. He's always so busy. I'd be lucky if he even texts within the hour. I hear his voice every few days, and that lasts on average 5 minutes. While he's on the run, mind you. But, don't get me wrong, I am loving the space and time I get to myself. It's something different. And he's not like one I talked to before, this guy actually makes an effort... I need to focus on me as much as I can anyways...



I've been trying to get into semi realistic drawing. I've tired of the anime style. Not that I won't do it from time to time, but I just feel too limited... I guess I want to try my hand at something new. Dae and I are going to start on a web comic and he already has this story idea going which I am very excited about! I think it will be very interesting (: We will work on the storyline, then figure out the art. I'm thinking it would be interesting if we switched off every chapter or so... Maybe even have guest artists! Awesome...