Go back to school by fall of 2013, graduate around 2017, attain my dream job and be in the process of adopting a baby boy with the surname Lee. I don't have any real plans for marriage simply because I don't believe marrying the one you love is mandatory or even necessary. I honestly don't know if I could ever commit anyways... But yeah, that's my plan. It was only recently that I seriously thought about it, and it's completely different from what I wanted in the beginning. I thought I'd be out of school and married by 24, then I thought I'd be married with a kid on the way at 28-29, but now I'm not even considering marriage and I'm not even in school. Life is strange... I thought I knew who I was at 21, but now I'm just feeling like I'm finally figuring myself out. I'm only 23, but I already feel like I'm running out of time. Maybe it's because I have ages set for completion of my goals... But, I don't want to be too old by the time I adopt a kid either and that HAS to come after school. It is complicated.
So that being said, what does that say about my current love interest? Where does he fit in? Well, honestly it doesn't even seem like I could fit in his life. He's always so busy. I'd be lucky if he even texts within the hour. I hear his voice every few days, and that lasts on average 5 minutes. While he's on the run, mind you. But, don't get me wrong, I am loving the space and time I get to myself. It's something different. And he's not like one I talked to before, this guy actually makes an effort... I need to focus on me as much as I can anyways...
I've been trying to get into semi realistic drawing. I've tired of the anime style. Not that I won't do it from time to time, but I just feel too limited... I guess I want to try my hand at something new. Dae and I are going to start on a web comic and he already has this story idea going which I am very excited about! I think it will be very interesting (: We will work on the storyline, then figure out the art. I'm thinking it would be interesting if we switched off every chapter or so... Maybe even have guest artists! Awesome...
So that being said, what does that say about my current love interest? Where does he fit in? Well, honestly it doesn't even seem like I could fit in his life. He's always so busy. I'd be lucky if he even texts within the hour. I hear his voice every few days, and that lasts on average 5 minutes. While he's on the run, mind you. But, don't get me wrong, I am loving the space and time I get to myself. It's something different. And he's not like one I talked to before, this guy actually makes an effort... I need to focus on me as much as I can anyways...
I've been trying to get into semi realistic drawing. I've tired of the anime style. Not that I won't do it from time to time, but I just feel too limited... I guess I want to try my hand at something new. Dae and I are going to start on a web comic and he already has this story idea going which I am very excited about! I think it will be very interesting (: We will work on the storyline, then figure out the art. I'm thinking it would be interesting if we switched off every chapter or so... Maybe even have guest artists! Awesome...
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