Merry Christmas

It's late but merry Christmas everyone<3
I hope everyone spent it with their loved ones and were very happy.
A small gift for you all

I promise a better one next year (:

shrooms

i got a new phone recently, but my msn is freezing up on me, so i might get a new phone again... new number, new carrier. and the best thing is unlimited txting~~ i made two ringtones yesterday and i'm gonna make more today.

i started on two new drawings.



maybe i'm getting faster. i can't quite tell yet. i forgot to put the new drawing on the usb so i'll have to upload that tomorrow or something. i've been playing some um... VNs recently and they seem okay... kinda boring so i'll move onto eroge or something..?

power rangers

i feel so lame D:

devon is watching hmong dubbed power rangers... and so i just happen to hear their opening song D8 and i'm UBER OBSESSED HOMG



let's all sing this together and go into FIGHTING POSES YUS!


p.s. i finished another drawing, but i don't have it on this computer. oh yes, lan and i got a new pooter on black friday, though it wasn't on sale. 4 hours in the damn cold for nothing; never doing that again :/

urk

omg i'm such a dumbass D: i forgot to show the video i upped on youtube.


i love the ending. the timing just seems perfect D:

snowing

um. i wish i could manage my time better. i'd love to edit the photos i've taken and post them. maybe spend more time on my drawings, too. maybe tomorrow. i only got 3 hours of sleep last night because i lost track of time trying to learn how to unlock my phone. just for the hell of it because it seemed interesting. now i've lost interest in it though. i'm thinking about sticking with att instead of switching over to t-mo with my bf. reception seems horrible for t-mo. but i can't find any phone that i'd wanna get. i'd love to get a nice, small and sleak docomo phone though D: man they look nice. and cute. i wanted to get a smart phone, but they seem too big and bulky. i love small phones. i won't have the issue of bulky fingers with small number pads bc my fingers are pretty tiny. yeah they're really tiny, so tiny my sister said they look like they're gonna break any moment.

i watched the beast and the beauty, a korean movie, and it was full of lol. i didn't think the beast was ugly though, he was cute... had more character in his looks than that other dood, that's for sure.

well i'm going to nap now before my bf picks me up for work.

magic carpet ride

um... in case no one noticed, the first line to my last entry was a link lol so yeah, if you didn't know, then it probably didn't make a whole lot of sense.

last week, my niece was falling asleep while eating a honey bun lol so i washed her hands, but she was swaying back and forth lolol so cute! then yesterday, she fell asleep on her eggroll lol!

i don't have my tablet for this week. i'm so sad )': i lent it to my friend, lue. i think he fell in love with it lol well, i'm glad bc he needs to get back into drawing.

oh this past weekend, on saturday i hung out with my friends... haven't hung out like that in such a long time. we uh... went to rosedale mall and i spent lots of munnies on lunchboxes for lan and me lol the lunchboxes... the little um bag for it, spoons and forks, chopsticks and those little straps to hold it together. oh crap i didn't take pictures yet lol well, i'll post them next time, maybe. they're so super cute! i also bought a chinese movie and some fingerless naruto gloves for lan. after that, lan and i went to the casino to eat and gamble~ i think overall we got back what we lost except for the buffet food. or something like that anyways. sunday i didn't do anything but work, though i went an hour late @_@;; i should stop being so late. ummmm and yesterday we went to the bar to celebrate his friend's birthday. the dood got so super drunk lol!

about art... i'll be doing some sprites for temptress-alora from dA. sounds fun and easy (: i might post up the drawings, if she allows. hopefully i'll have them done in two weeks. maybe i'll just download more event files instead of blogging so insanely long haha~

[this] was very interesting. i feel really sorry, how could this happen? how will this boy grow up? it's gotta be all that pollution...

swallow your fucken balls

oh yeah that guy is a fucken retard.

i hope he fucken rots in hell for being so fucken stupid.
fucken stalker.
faggot.

anyways! i've been... working on that last WIP i posted.
i've also started on other pieces...
trying to get in as much practice as i can.
let's see... i started on sakura...
i've gotten references for mike, theddu?, and wolves...
um... i'll need to get references for lavi and kanda though.
and i also started a picture of a sea horse.
all digital, i'm doing the sea horse bc my bf is like,
"why do you always draw people in boring poses?"
blah blah blah okay fine i'll show you D8

yeah, it's not that great, but i'll try harder.
uh i guess i'll post the progress of the other one haha

yeah... i'm having second thoughts on the background.
*takes notes*

um... i hate my new work place.
i don't think the manager likes me much...
and wtf is up with the schedules?!
mine is horrible, and sometimes!!!
there's not even a CSM around D8<>

*whimper*

i'm sad.
i'm kinda depressed.
i'm getting transferred to the new store
so i won't be coming back to the old one...
well maybe to pick up my check and stuff.
but i really liked it there.
i'm gonna miss matt, too.
he was really fun to talk to.
i'll try to get transferred back,
but i think i'd make more friends at the new one.
but but... i suck at translating D8
numbers i'm so bad at numbers *crai*
and besides that it's gonna be ghetto as hell haha

oh some guy was hitting on me last night.
i worked till midnight.
he said, "wanna come home and cook for me?"
my reply, "sorry i can't cook (:"
him, "want me to come over and cook for you?"
me, "no it's okay (:"
him, "you sure? we can have cereal together"
me, "no it's okay (:"
i have to be polite, but i was freaking out lol
yeah i'm so not used to this kind of thing.

oh and the WIP i posted before is going...
not so smoothly lol
i still need a lot of practice on the tablet ):
so hard just to do the lineart.
argggg too lazy to post up the latest work.
well, nvm i just posted it lol...
it's in the collab section (:
i suck at picking colours ; o;
i'll try harder this time around.

bunk

so here's a new preview img (:
did i post the last one?
no, i don't think i did.
well i don't really have time so it's okay.
this new one is for lulu :D
i'm so excited bc it looks pretty good.
yay~

ribbit

The grand opening was a huge success<3
The waitress who worked for the last
restaurant was really happy bc she made
more tips at the new one than at the old one (:
Unfortunately there's been a sex offender
who'd gone all three days.
Scary right? And he says some scary things too.

Anyways, working on a drawing that
deathofrats drew; a floating girl scheming.
I'm now working on the background....
Well I suppose I should give a screen shot haha

I"ll have to work on the trades soon ; o;

jfld;af;ldas

omg I'm freak'n tired ; o;
Last night we didn't get home till 3 AM
We went shopping with Tam for plants
for the restaurant and pots... and stuff.
Lan and I ended up buying some as well lol
I'll try to take pictures soon.

Oh and I think I'm so getting back
into the Disney movies...
Those princess' movies...
Aladdin is so handsome :3
Listening to the music again
it brings tears to my eyes lol

Yesterday I was in the car with Tam,
and she was telling me stories of her ex and stuff.
Other stories too, but my face hurt
from smiling and laughing too much lol

clear skies

So... I updated with one picture :3
In the illustrations & etc...
*sigh* i want a new layout lol...
New look and better organization.
I started the picture with the touch pad
halfway through the white part of the clouds
then started using my tablet<3
So basically, I used the tablet for the boy.
I'm thinking about uploading the event files
since I've been using oC.
I wonder if anyone would be interested?
It's fun for me to watch...
I love downloading them from the website.
I should go back to using PS though
because I think I'm forgetting how to use it lol
Well, the shortcuts anyways :/

Yesterday was Zoey's bday<3
She is officially 2 now :D
Unfortunately I wasn't able to go hang out with
her and my sister.
Had to go run some errands then off to WI.
So happy & proud of how the place has turned out.
It looks so much better now and I can't wait
for the GRAND OPENING<3
I won't be able to go on Thursday bc
I work and Lan has school,
but I think we're gonna go on Friday.
We'll be taking the older kids that helped out
and then during the weekend we'll take the little
kids out to eat at a buffet or something haha

I brought the laptop today but forgot the AC adapter.
; o; Which means I can't draw or anything.
Maybe I'll go karting again lol

Oh and I love Autumn<3
Such beautiful trees...
I want to take pictures, but I always forget my cam!
I'm so happy we have a lovely view
from our apartment!
The graveyard looks gorgeous!

weeaboo

i wish i had something nice for you all to see...
but i don't.
actually, i just got my tablet on monday,
but life is so hectic right now i haven't had time to
finish any pieces.
actually, i just wanna rest and sleep.

on friday, at the last minute i was able to get
the weekend off so i went to WI with Lan.
we painted the whole place... no.
we were only able to finish about half of the painting.
one night we stayed up till 5 in the fucken AM.
then last night Lan and i went again
and didn't get back till past midnight.
omg the fog was so thick we couldn't see
the turn until we were at the turn already.
like seriously, if Lan wasn't being cautious
then i'm pretty sure the car would have flipped.
and today i work too ; o;
tomorrow as well ; o;
i have this weekend off, but my dad wants
to do this shaman thing for me saturday night.
i wonder how i'm gonna do this?
this weekend we're gonna try to put the carpet down.
i'm learning so much.
well, someone stole a banner from the restaurant yesterday.
wth right? i know. who would do that?
i don't know.

i just spent over $300 in a matter of days ; o;
and it takes a whole week to earn $100.
don't even ask what i spent it on lol
no actually, i'll tell.
it was the rosetta stone - viet for Lan,
gas, gas, gas, and gas,
and some cosmetics ._.
oh i also donated to the rape victim from FL.
i feel so bad for her, and i found out she's viet.
i hope the culprit gets beaten to death,
then is sent straight to hell to be tortured for eternity.

what else was i gonna say?
oh yeah, i might switch over to lj again : D
instead of here... since most people are on lj anyways.
it would be convenient for me since i read a lot of journals there.
namely kidChan<3

and also... Lan is thinking of opening up a ....
little cafe in WI.
dunno, might not happen, but it's just thrown out there you know?

dolldoll

I put up my doll-doll which I forgot about for like...
a year? I miss it so much lol<3
On the right hand side please.
His name is Loki, you can pick him up
and also feed him too!
Just don't feed him those rotten looking things.
He might die on me ; o;

Um... there was something I wanted to write.
But now I don't remember.
*looks for more dolls*

boys are...

... wild and crazy...
I'm babysitting another kid now.
A boy.
He's like a rabid packet of sugar D:
The two run around the place
while I clean up after them.
His name is Devon(?), 3 years old.
He's so cute XD
He can't really talk,
but the gibberish he says is adorable lol

I can't get work off this weekend ; o;
I can hope desperately that next week's schedule
hasn't been set yet so I can get them off but...
this weekend they might start painting!
I waaaaaaant~
And also, I'm gonna do some signs for the restaurant.
Opening date is October 16!!
The name of the restaurant is...
Little Cameranh Bay???

Oh, Lan got me the tablet last night,
it should arrive sometime...
next week? yay~

oh sanji

arg..
I'm actually beginning to hate working.
just a little.

Yesterday I got this horrible customer.
She seriously looked like she lived with a bajillion cats.
She bought the wrong kind of chicken for the coupon,
my supervisor was there,
and the lady-bitch was making a big deal out of it.
She said something like, "the customer is always right blah blah blah"
and my supervisor said, "yes, that's true but this time you're not" with such a tone.
LOLOL WUT?!
The two just kept at it while I was standing between them.
Awkwaaaaard...

When I first started working, I got a whole bunch of pleasant customers.
They made my day go by fast and they made me happy.
The small chitchat is greatly appreciated
because all we do is stand there all day ringing things up.
The bad customers can bring my mood down instantly,
but the cheerful customers can bring it up just as swiftly too.
You're not very pretty if you're grumpy all the time.
No one wants to be near you, and no one will remember you.
No one will cry for you when you die. Maybe.
I love the quiet, cute Asian customers, too.
Mainly the middle-aged ladies because they give such a polite little smile (:

I learned this weekend that my math skills have deteriorated into a little black hole.
I can't do munnymath without looking at the screen,
and if a customer gives me more change after the register is already open,
I wouldn't know what the hell to do with it D:

Oh on Friday I drove us (Lan and 3 of his brothers) to Grantsburg, WI.
His sister, Tam, and her boyfriend, Loung, have rented out a restaurant there.
I don't know the name of it yet, but they hope to open it up in mid-October.
It's fucken crazy because the previous owner
HAS NOT CLEANED THE DAMN PLACE IN 5 FUCKEN YEARS WTFAMIRITE?!
There are flies (not as much as you'd expect) and so far I've seen two wasps.
Lan says he saw two dead mice DX
There are cobwebs everywhere, it's fucken filthy.
There was even cobwebs in the fucken tea UGH!
That lady must have had NO CONSCIENCE when she served her customers that filth.
AND WTF IS THIS SHIT?!
Tam and I were cleaning out a closet full of dishes
and it seemed like NONE OF THEM WERE WASHED!
They still had food crap all over them.
There were sooooo many dishes I began to think she used them like one-time-use.
The walls to the first dining room were painted an ugly mint green colour one-half,
then the other half was an ugly darker green.
The hallway to the bathroom was a beige-like colour,
then the rest of the walls everywhere else was white.
The carpet in the dining room was actually two different carpets in a redish/violet colour.
The soap bottles in the bathrooms were ugly too.
No taste whatsoeverrrrrrr...
Thankfully we have Tam.
She's going to school for Interior Design yays 8D
And she has experience as a waitress.
Loung and his family seem to be great at cooking too.
His eldest brother is the head chef at Mai Village or whatever.
Um... But I only stayed till Saturday morning because I had work.
The drive is an hour and thirty minutes or less.
We'll be going back this weekend. And next maybe.

urk

uh... The first one posted without my permission D:

YOU KNOW WHAT'S SUPER AWESOME?!
THIS!!!
Rihanna's Disturbia MV.
I liked the music, but I never bothered to watch the MV.
My sis told me it was really weird so I watched it today
and I loooooooooooove it~ yeap yeap
Super sweet yo!

AND GUESS WHAT?!
I got my license yesterday lol ; o;
Finally at the age of 20,
Mimi has started to grow into an adult.
Getting a job, getting her license,
finally deciding what she wants to do with her life.
I'm really growing up 8'D

Lan and my 1 year anniversary is coming up at the beginning of next month.
Between the DS and the Rosetta Stone,
Lan chose the RS. Good choice.
Shows just how important it is to him.

Umm... this weekend I'm probably gonna get the car to myself 8D
Lan has to go to WI to help out with his sis's restaurant.
YES IT'S IN WI D8!!!!
An hour and thirty minute drive. Sounds fun.

I bought the Yen + mag.
I like some of the stories in there.
I might try to submit stuff.
Like fanart... Maybe I'll try my hand at comics sooner than I thought.

OH AND I FINALLY GOT ALL GOLD CUPS FOR 150cc!!!!
Now I just gotta finish up the Mirror Mode.

vroom vroom

No pictures like I promised |||orz *gets shot*

My bf's laptop is sorta broken at the moment haha
I don't know what happened, probably because he keeps throwing it around like a rag doll.
Well, the only problem was the audio drivers,
but it had to be sent out for the motherboard to be replaced.

That means no internet at home or CGing for about 2 weeks.
Instead of drawing and stuff, I've been "dancing".
lol I can't really call it dancing because I can't get the moves right haha @_@;;
First I tried learning BoA's "My Name", but I seriously can't get the opening right.
Then I tried learning AAA's "Music!!!", but... I can't even get the first step right ; o;
Then I tried AAA's one song... Summer something?
I should get them slowed down haha
But I've got some tutorials for "My Name", "Cupid" by Ivy, and that one Sonata one by Ivy as well.
I'll get more eventually haha
And hopefully I'll get good enough to record and post on youtube.

I'm gonna try to take up jogging... I want to so bad, but I don't like jogging by myself...
Hopefully Lan and I can go out today.
Oh yeah I'm gonna make curry tonight<3

Work was fun... Yeah it's always fun.
Sometimes I don't know what to do and I panic, but I can always call the manager.
I'm beginning to think that I'm abusing that button too much though haha~
Matt was super busy yesterday, there were so many customers and something about check fraud?
I messed up on a WIC transaction too lol ; o; *causes more trouble*
I saw my cousin Jessica there though haha
What a coincidence! Then I saw Vong as well!
It's been such a long time~

Lan says that he's gonna get me a tablet for our 1 year<3
I'm excited. I know what I wanna get him too!
I'm planning on either The Rosetta Stone (Viet) or a Nintendo DS + some games.
Either way, I'd get him both eventually.

Oh oh but omg omg omg
We went to Northtown Mall and we ordered food from Osaka and omg omg
There was this super cute guy working there lol~
He looked so cute with glasses~
And there was this other Mexican dude who could do awesome tricks while cooking!
It was super amazing!
And then at work, I had this customer who looked about 15-16 or something,
but he had a whole cart of food and stuff.
I thought he was with his mom or something, but he was alone.
He said he was 19 lol! Yeah right! Looked so frick'n young!
And he paid for it all with a $100!!
Then after that there was this TOTALLY GORGEOUS GUY who came by.
He had such gorgeous eyes ; o; AND A TOTALLY KICKASS SMILE 8D
He was really kind and smiled a lot XDDDDDD OMG WUUUUUUUT?!
I don't normally think white guys are "hot", but omg he was like HAWT FTW.

Uh ... I think that's it.
OH YEAH MARIO KART WEEE 8D
AMAZINGLY I THINK I BEAT ONE OF THOSE SUPER FAST STAFF GHOSTS ; O;
It's soooo freak'n hard it's UNBELIEVABLE DX
I forgot to which place now though ahaha
Here's my license though:
1547-7762-4677

OMFUCKENG

TEKKON KINKREET IS LIKE OMFGGGGGG!!!!
HERE GO EDUMACATE YURSELVES!!!

I just spent 3 hours at the MOA reading the manga.
My bf had to go to some meeting so I was at Borders the whole time.
Man... I'm so excited!! I'm gonna own a copy of that someday 8'D
The movie too! It's totally epic! I'm so in love!
EVERYONE SHOULD READ/SEE IT!!!!
And it's animated by Studio 4º C who also did the Animatrix &...
Amazing Nuts, which is sooooo freak'n awesome 8DDDD

Now I will spam with pictures like I promised 8B

All
Well, it cut off Jack, but yeah... These are the Miis I posted up : D

Naruto
Um... I have to say mine is the best XDDDD
I'm biased, so sue me! Well, there were some pretty good ones above though...
Mine is the bottom left.

Hinata
LOL They all look weird to me @_@;;
Again, the bottom left.

Tsunade
Um... I can't believe I forgot to put that thing on her forehead!!!

Luffy
I think mine is the best here too 8DDDD *gets shot*

Usopp
Yeah, definitely mine is the best XDDDD

Sanji blinked here lol
I don't know how they did that curly eyebrow, but that's genius!
But... I don't really like how they put his face so high haha
Though, I guess that's the only way to really copy his style.
Sanji no blink

Chopper
Mine wasn't that great... I guess I did make him too dark XDDDD

Jack Skeleton
Um... I wish I'd done that weird mouth haha

Hurrr... I didn't take pictures of my Mii haha
Next week or something... I'll post up pictures of my niece some other time.
I'm so tired now ; o;
My neighbors are being super rowdy what the hell...
Well, it doesn't really bother me, but it's a little scary.

P.S. I SAW AVATAR THE AIR BENDER AT THE MOA LOL
He looked soooo freak'n cool!!! I took a picture from far far away,
I'll post it up next time :3
I don't know anything about Avatar though.

JFDASKLJFASKLD;

ARG I don't know where my camera went lol ; o;
Yesterday the little monster grabbed a bunch of stuff out of my bag saying,
"backpack backpack...". You know that song from Dora?
Yeah.
SO NO PICTARS TODAY 8B

ANYWAYS WORK WAS KINDA BORING D':
Yesterday, it wasn't as eventful or fun, but time goes by fast.
I'm so happy ; o; MY SECOND DAY IN A ROW OF WORK 8'D
I've never had that before.
Either it was one day every other week, or I quit the next day X'DDD
I'm so freak'n lame ; o;
Just one more day though, then I'll have the rest of the week off : D
I'm kinda scared though
since this girl told me that we might have our own registers today.
IT'S TOO SOON OMG ; O;
I still haven't memorized any PLU #'s except for BANANA!!

It's interesting working there though...
I get to see what kinds of food are really popular and I might learn a thing or two as well.
I can feel it...
That tablet is gonna be mine soon 8D *drool*
I wonder what size I should get... Hmmm...
I'll need it to be able to fit into my bag for on-the-go.
How super awesome... I should stop or else I'll drown here haha

OMG IT'S ALREADY 2.58 PM I NEED TO GET DRESSED LOL

BARF

Uh so I'm now importing my blog to facebook as well...
Urgg... It's gonna be embarrassing, but I don't think people read these anyways.
Oh, and if you want to add me on FB, you should know...
I don't go there often... D:
The new layout is a total bitch.
I feel like I'm lost every time I blink!

ANYWAYS!!
I started my new job!!! AND IT WAS SUPER DUPER FUNNNNN WUT!?
I know! And I was so nervous too!
Yesterday was the first day,
we weren't supposed to touch the registers,
but the first guy who trained me told me to get on because it's the only way to learn.
@_@;; omg I was sooooo SLOW!
And sometimes, when I was looking for the bar code thing
EVEN THOUGH I WAS LOOKING AT IT ALREADY
I still couldn't see it >_<;;
The dude was totally cool and funny.
Yeap that was fun. Then I started training with an old lady.
She's nice. I messed up 5 minutes before I was off haha ; o;
I took a 10 and thought it was a 20 because it was colourful.
THEY HAVE NEW TENS??!!
But LUCKY the customer was super nice and told me I gave too much change.
I guess humanity hasn't gone down the toilet yet.
So far I have not seen any crabby customers. I wonder what that's gonna be like though?
I think I'll cry or something haha...
I work today and tomorrow as well.

Hmm... babysitting is smooth-sailing... so far.
Zoey is asleep right now, so this is a good time to get things done.
Usually I'd be playing the Wii, but I don't really feel like it haha
Oh, but I just found the online WFC thing for Mario Kart AND I THINK I'M ADDICTED 8DDDD;;;;
I was racing against people from around the world and stuff and
it's sooooo much better than playing one player.
It's damn challenging and sometimes those people knock me off the road D'X
SO CLOSE DAMMIT FUUUURST PLAAAAACE ; O;
Why do I always write so much?? D'X I'm trying to cut back...

Uh... No new arts.
I'll try to get on it. I don't have pictures either because I haven't gone and edited them.
Oh I know! I'll take pictures of my mii character, and the others I created...
I guess I'll take pictures of the other miis as well. I took pictures of my niece though...

She coloured on the wall with a crayon when I was distracted (WEEEEE).
I tried washing it off with a towel and soap and ended up making holes in the paint ; o;
I'll try to be less careless from now on.
I broke a bowl at home and chipped a plate too omg

I'm hungry orz....

zzzzz

Um... So yeah like I'm so freak'n tired it ain't even funny.
Actually I'm not that tired.
But I'm worried I might start falling asleep when I get to work.
Not really work, but something like orientation.
Yeah, I really did get hired somewhere ; o;
Before we started I asked the HR if it really was going to take 4 hours
and I feel like a total ass for that lol
But orientation yesterday was so freak'n boring
I just seriously could not stop moving around and stretching.
So I feel even more of an ass for that ; o;
At least we're getting paid for this though =_=;;
I saw this girl that I'm pretty sure I went to middle school with though.
Her name is "Kelly", a nickname.

But besides this new job, I also have to babysit my niece everyday.
YEAH SERIOUSLY EVERYDAY.
No, actually only the weekdays.
My bro-in-law, KC, has graduate school and my sister, Sis, has work.
The in-laws are working & out of state, and the sibling-in-laws are at school.
It's just me and the sweet darling Zoey, who doesn't like to share lol
She's so cute omg ; o;
I'll take pictures today. Hopefully.
I brought the camera with me yesterday, but didn't take any pictures.
I don't have to do much since Zoey is always doing random things by herself
so I get to just surf the internet, paint, and play the wii.
LOL I SOUND HORRIBLE D8
No, I play with her too, but she does things by herself.
LIKE MAKING A HUGE MESS D'8
It isn't that bad though :3
It's a hassle trying to get her to eat her food though.
She eats for a while, then stops.
But she has no problem eating junk food orz...
SHE'S SO ADORABLE THOUGH 8D
She says things like, "noway" and "peez?" (please) and "whea" (where) and "auntee"
OMG SO CUTE 8'D
I think she's the most adorable when she's just woken up.
Her hair is all messed up... =w=

But yeah, it's boring playing the wii by myself.
There's no one to play with ; o;
I play the uh... That one with the random games or whatever
and Mario Kart, but it's soooo boring to race by myself ):
I could play Wii Sports, but...
LOL THAT'S SO SAD TO PLAY BY MYSELF!!!! |||OTL
Zoey has no interest in the Wii.

I suppose I could watch some drama since Sis showed me a new site.

Anyways, I think I'm going to change and take a nap before she comes and picks me up.

oomph

Not many people make me lol
It's not easy to make me lol
Actually, it is, but I don't lol at the same things people do.
Usually I lol at strange things, or I just lol because people lol
It's fun, you know? I like it when people lol
Or I lol when I'm happy for no reason.
Like when I'm excited, you know?

Anyways, kiDChan gives me super lols
Her lj is rolling in lols
My blog seems to always roll in emo shit though haha

I should definitely work on the art that I owe people.
But, I'm gonna get into some animating.
Looks fun<3

I saw 3 different cockroaches in the past 2 nights D8
I killed two of them so that leaves ONE OMGGGGGG!!!!11
I'M SUPER FREAKING OUT NOW~!
I saw it when I was gonna go get a drink of water...
Then when I killed a smaller one, I just couldn't bear to use any dishes.
So I'm drinking pop instead...
Though water or tea sounds so appetizing right now ; o;
nvm. I just washed me a cup.
I don't want cavities.

My friend's ex-girl is dating a girl now.
NYAHAHAHAHAHAHA
The girl is...
Anyways, I don't think they'll last.
She looks a bit like Kow, but KOW IS SO SUPER CUTER<3

I can't keep my train of thought anymore : D

Ugh

I'm so stupid!
Why do I always wait till the last minute to do everything?!
I still haven't done something about school.
I've decided now that I'm going to take a year off
then go to MCAD.
Doesn't that sound exciting?!
Maybe my friend from Cali will come to MCAD as well...
That would be awesomer.
But, school starts next week and I'm still enrolled at the U.
Maybe I should just drop all the classes
before my adviser answers me.
Yeah, I don't know what I'm doing at all...

Anyways, I really want a PS3.
And all for one game only!!! >8U
SIIIIIIREEEEENNNNNN New Translation yay~

Doesn't it just look so exciting!?
I have the first one from the PS2,
but I think there are more that I didn't know about.
I thought it was just a one time thing...
Hmmm but for the PS3 the story looks the same :/
Well, it doesn't matter.
IT LOOKS SO SUPER AWESOME WHOOAAAAAA~

I have allergies now too.
It totally sucks.
Though I got the job from the grocery store,
I have another interview for another store tomorrow.

Cut

I cut myself today while cutting some fruit.
It was a tiny cut, but in that instant
time went by slowly
so I could feel every movement of the knife.

Last night at around midnight or so,
a friend since middle school called me.
There was a time when he & I could have dated,
but there was a lot of misunderstandings
so it didn't happen.
His cousin had a thing for me, too,
but that wasn't mutual.
Anyways, the last time I talked to my friend
was quite a while ago so it surprised me.
At the time he was dating a girl
and he told me that if they lasted the lease of their apartment
then they would get married.
But, last night I found out they had broken up a while ago.
I worry about him because we've known each other for so long now.
He's into some things that I wish he would quit, too.
He did say, though, that things are looking up for him right now.
I hope things stay that way and that he has a good life.
He's a good guy and I wish the best for him.

It's a little depressing when I think about it though.
I hope he still doesn't carry feelings for me.
When it's not mutual, it's a little lonely.
And after so many years, I could only imagine what it's like.
At times like these,
I find that the best song to listen to is,
"We Love You 世界は、キミを愛している" by Miyavi.
Humans seem so fragile...
We scurry upon this planet trying to live our lives the best we can.
There's so many people out there it's a little overwhelming.
How many people will I get to meet in my life-time?
How many will I come to love? How many will love me?
How deep are these bonds that we come across everyday?
To me, it's not easy to forget people.
Even now, I still think of my childhood.
Back in elementary school, I still remember their faces and names.
Most of them anyways.
I still remember what the classroom looked like.
I remember where they sat; where I sat.
What they wore, what their hair looked like.
Their voices, though a little distant.
I remember the playgrounds...
The tennis court where no one played tennis.
The swings that we always lined up to.
The long road which I'd never seen a car come through.
The monkey bars from which my cousin and friend climbed.
My family moved around a lot so my siblings and I transferred a lot.
There were many schools that I'd gone to.
So many people. So many faces.
I don't think I'll forget them for the rest of my life.
I wonder if they remember me, too?

Bolts

On Friday was my older sister's 23'd birthday.
I think.
I think I'm getting old...
Forgetting my older sister's age and all...
That's a little depressing.
Anyways, she got a wii from her husband.
My arms, mainly elbows, are super sore
from playing boxing & tennis.
She also got the Super Mario Kart game too.
That was loads of fun (:
Even to my sister though...
I still can't say something as simple as,
"happy birthday"
It feels a little embarrassing...
But it's also a source of constant regret...
It's so complicated.

Today Lan & I went to his sister, Tam's place
to celebrate his little sister, Quyhn's birthday
which is actually tomorrow (technically today).
She'll be turning 18.
It was a good dinner full of seafood & snails<3
Tam's boyfriend, Loung, is really hilarious.
Sometimes, I wonder what kind of world he lives in.
His friends were also very funny.
Actually, Lan & his sisters are also all very funny.
They're all strange in general.

Oh yeah. I got a job at a grocery store :3
Though I don't know when I'll be starting.
They're opening a new store.

I'm up late again,
preparing Lan's lunch for work tomorrow.
It's fun.
Makes me feel like a real house wife...
Or maybe the slightest bit useful.

I found a great download place for doujin<3
Well... That site has a lot of 18+ stuff.
I also found a lot of awesome Japanese artist websites.
Next, I hope to find some awesome Korean artists.
I think Korean illustrations have a more...
Hmm... How to put it?
It's got a more realistic feel...
Or maybe it's more RPG like.
I don't know, but there is a distinct difference.
I wonder if I'll be good like that someday?
I really want to read some good One Piece doujin though...

ggu... D':

*muffled scream*

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I WANT SOME MONONOKE DOUJIN OMMMGGGGG D':

I REALLY LOVE KUSURIURIxKAYO!

MAYBE I SHOULD JUST MAKE MY OWN D'X

Satisfy my own sick fantasies.

Oh, I have two job interviews this week.
I wonder if they will go well?
I'm hungry so I should go eat (;
I'd like to do comics of pairings
so that I can gain experience in panels
and flow of storylines...
Also, this would be a good time to put
all my sick fantasies on paper,
in one page...
Maybe that way I can let out some of this steam
and then when I've run out of steam,
I'll be able to do a proper comic.
I have to get these fantasies out of my system first...
Otherwise, when I do do a real comic...
It'll just be fan-service 24/7 ; o;

I want to make some "pho-ko" haha... |||orz

Nyohohoho

I feel that if I stay up late to make my boyfriend's lunch,
I can be a little happier XD

I have a lot of art trades to do :3
Maybe about 9 total.
I should work on them,
but I still need to work on the requests from last year.

I'm trying to finish reading KareKano.
It makes me laugh a lot.
Then, sometimes it makes me depressed
because I start to realize how to define some of my feelings.

In One Piece,
I got to the episode where Merry Go dies ; o;
I was so touched!
So moved!
Also, Usopp just seems so much more manly as Soge King!! XD
Here are some videos from OP!







THEY'RE SO FUNNY HAHAHA!
I already have the Soge King and Luffy's Island Song mp3s :9
They're so fun to listen to!

Also, I just discovered mink!
Check her out on CrunchyRoll!!
Her voice is like a soothing dream
from which you try hard not to wake from.
That kind of feeling...

In about 2 weeks,
school will start again.
I should hurry and figure out what to do haha!
For sure, I'll go to art school!!

accelerate

I should try to do things faster.
I tend to start something,
pause,
think about what I'm doing for 5 minutes,
then continue with what I was doing for a minute.
The process repeats itself.

I need to learn how to work faster.

Well, I finished one CG,
I hate the grass colours.
God, it's so ugly.
I love the girl's skin though.
Looks like it was rubbed raw.
The theme is innocence.
My interpretation of innocence.
Naked and pure.
There is no difference between right or wrong.
Before you start to learn.
Before you knew better.
Before you started to separate yourself
from nature.

I think I'll update with some photos as well.

Today, I heard a lot of footsteps.
So much more than lately.
It was so hard to go to sleep.
I went to bed at 6am,
woke at 9am,
and tried to sleep for another hour, but
I kept hearing those damned footsteps.
Or maybe it was doors opening and closing?

boo

You know what's really scary?
I'm not sure why, nor do I want to know why,
but these past few nights I've been hearing footsteps.
It's kinda scary!

My apartment is structured so that there are 8 apartments on each floor.
Four on each side.
My apartment is one of the middle ones.
At night, way past midnight,
I hear these footsteps coming from my neighbor on the end's room.
Sounds like he opens his door and runs down the hall.
Runs back.
Runs back...
And then I'm sure he doesn't return to his room.

Ah~ I'm getting freaked out just writing this!!!
Footsteps are very scary for me.
I also hear them during the daytime upstairs.
I thought the floors in this building
were thick enough so that you don't hear footsteps
unless someone was deliberately trying to make noise...

Oh yeah,
On Saturday Rex was celebrating his birthday at a bar.
I almost got caught there with no ID @_@;;
I feel bad since Lan and I left early.
Not that I wanted to go...
I don't really like it at the bar :/

>':

Lately it has been like hell with Lan ):
We're going through a tough time right now, but I'm sure it will turn sunny again soon (:

I hope to enter some contests on dA as well.
I have never done one before,
even though I always plan to.
Hopefully I'll at least enter one this time.

Still working on that WIP.
No progress on the portfolio.
I'm looking for a job now instead of worrying about the portfolio.

最近は、本当にさみしいね。
ラン君は、私の事をよくわかるかどうかわからない。
金沢先生は、きっと私が好きじゃなくて、決めた。
最近の電子メールは、ひどかっただから。
先生が、大好きでしたね。。。

EMOing

Oh GAWD.
This sucks.
PORTFOLIO HOMG!!! I need to get crackin.
I just realized the required pieces have specific subjects.
Yeah, I screwed up.

*starts over again*

Anyways, here is a drawing I finished.
Somewhat.
How do you define what is a finished piece?
When you're done with it?
Or when when it has everything D:?



And here's a WIP.

The blurred spots are concept sketches :D
You must wait for the finished product!

Note to self:
Work on a new layout because I don't think people know how to navigate the current one.
; o; I spent back-breaking hours on it!

ARG!

dA is being GHEY!
I was going through some deviations and faving some, but for some reason they weren't showing up in my favourites >:I
What the hell. "weren't" isn't a word?!

*sigh*
I was looking at someone's art portfolio and I feel a little bit discouraged.
I've never taken art seriously before so I never did anything outside of "anime" style.
Now that I look at my work, I see that I am so far behind and limited in my passion.
I think I was being too stubborn when I thought to myself,

"I don't need to do what everyone else wants me to do. I'll do what makes me happy."

How will I ever be successful with that line of thought?
As an artist, I think my path is to follow the general public's will.
I am an artist to work for others.

DAMN YOU ALL D'8

I think I'll try my hand at those other styles...
Like "cubist?" or "idealism???" or whatever.
I'll just wiki them.

I might update later with some progress photos of what I'm working on.

My back D'X

Ah... My back is killing me D': I was up till 3.50AM (not 4AM :D) trying to fix the art section of my webbie.
Well... It's finally up orz... after 4 more hours put into it today.
I can't stop my excitement though...

I'll be applying to art school.
First I must finish up my portfolio though :3

I'm getting more and more excited about my art.
I think I'm getting better, so I'm gonna try even harder to improve.
I just downloaded the openCanvas the other day, and I can't wait to test it out!
I'm gonna finish up the Bleach request for ludeshka I had promised her like a bajillion years ago ; o;

New Beginnings

New blog! I'm gonna delete everything from before... Just because I feel like it. Hmmmm... I still need to fix the look of this blog D:

Well... Everything is down. I'll reupload my art tomorrow.

Right now I'm gonna go watch some One Piece!