Ugh waiting sucks

My order from hautelook still hasn't even shipped out to me yet!! And I'm a little upset I wasn't able to watch tonight's episode of glee ): oh well, all's as well since I haven't even caught up yet.

Lately I've been kinda moody... I don't like talking to too many people and no one's getting any sympathy from me either. I hate my work place so much right now. There's just too much shit I'd love to change, but this world seems to be run by idiots! Last night was super busy but I was alone bc someone was too stupid to remember that this is the busy time of the month! And I caught someone trying to walk out w/o paying for 2 cases of beer at 4 in the AM! Gosh maybe I just need a new job or maybe I just need to get away from here... Either one would be just fine...

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it rained abruptly

Last night, as I headed out to my car, the air was damp and smelled like spring. Right before I got off work, it started pouring like crazy after some loud thunder. I think it's safe to say, it's finally spring.

Nothing much has been happening lately... I've been contemplating on whether I should cut my hair or leave it long... I want to style it into something of a faux hawk, which I can do with long & short hair, but it's kinda hard with medium hair. This weekend i'm going to go out with some girls to celebrate a coworker's, another girl's and my birthdays together. I'm really excited and nervous at the same time. I want to do my hair in a faux hawk, but idk if it'll be successful. I guess I can try at home today...

Recently, at work there's been this lady trying to scam us. I was actually the one who screwed up, and I knew something was fishy. In any case, the day after my blunder, there were warnings about her so everyone knew. I guess they started carrying their business to another store close by..

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Let me just make it clear, one more time, how much I just ABSOLUTELY HATE my workplace :D It's got BS written all over it!! I have to deal with so many RETARDED people every single day that I work, it's as if these people don't know how to freak'n read or something!! Then, when I explain to them what the misunderstanding was, they stand there and stare at me! LOOK, I can't help it if you totally didn't read the coupon correctly! Not only that, but I didn't get paid AT ALL for one hour, and it was an hour of overtime, too. There was no mistake. My manager just decided to NOT pay me for it. I even wrote her a freak'n letter stating that I stayed till 6, wrote out a new T&A sheet and left it on the podium for her. I mean, the first one was written out by Thomas!! WTH?! The second one, she wrote out saying I only stayed till 5. FUCKEN BULL SHIT. She ASKED me to stay till 6!
And you know, I love my over-night co-workers... They're totally awesome. They do their job, and they do it right. I can't say the same for the day people though. It's not all of them, but quite a few of them or freak'n lazy as hell. And the funniest thing is, they seem to get the most hours. Someone tell me, what's wrong with this picture?!
I swear... I think I really might just transfer back to where I was trained at...


Ugh. Work is a really sore point in my life. If it weren't for the latter two, I think I'd enjoy my job SO MUCH more... I do remember a time when I actually loved working ]':


Oh and I got into a car accident. I think it was mainly my fault, but it did look like they were speeding, too. Nothing came out of it though, cuz I'm pretty sure they ran off... And I suppose it's okay, my bumper got scratched a little. No real big damage.

swallow your fucken balls

oh yeah that guy is a fucken retard.

i hope he fucken rots in hell for being so fucken stupid.
fucken stalker.
faggot.

anyways! i've been... working on that last WIP i posted.
i've also started on other pieces...
trying to get in as much practice as i can.
let's see... i started on sakura...
i've gotten references for mike, theddu?, and wolves...
um... i'll need to get references for lavi and kanda though.
and i also started a picture of a sea horse.
all digital, i'm doing the sea horse bc my bf is like,
"why do you always draw people in boring poses?"
blah blah blah okay fine i'll show you D8

yeah, it's not that great, but i'll try harder.
uh i guess i'll post the progress of the other one haha

yeah... i'm having second thoughts on the background.
*takes notes*

um... i hate my new work place.
i don't think the manager likes me much...
and wtf is up with the schedules?!
mine is horrible, and sometimes!!!
there's not even a CSM around D8<>

*whimper*

i'm sad.
i'm kinda depressed.
i'm getting transferred to the new store
so i won't be coming back to the old one...
well maybe to pick up my check and stuff.
but i really liked it there.
i'm gonna miss matt, too.
he was really fun to talk to.
i'll try to get transferred back,
but i think i'd make more friends at the new one.
but but... i suck at translating D8
numbers i'm so bad at numbers *crai*
and besides that it's gonna be ghetto as hell haha

oh some guy was hitting on me last night.
i worked till midnight.
he said, "wanna come home and cook for me?"
my reply, "sorry i can't cook (:"
him, "want me to come over and cook for you?"
me, "no it's okay (:"
him, "you sure? we can have cereal together"
me, "no it's okay (:"
i have to be polite, but i was freaking out lol
yeah i'm so not used to this kind of thing.

oh and the WIP i posted before is going...
not so smoothly lol
i still need a lot of practice on the tablet ):
so hard just to do the lineart.
argggg too lazy to post up the latest work.
well, nvm i just posted it lol...
it's in the collab section (:
i suck at picking colours ; o;
i'll try harder this time around.

boys are...

... wild and crazy...
I'm babysitting another kid now.
A boy.
He's like a rabid packet of sugar D:
The two run around the place
while I clean up after them.
His name is Devon(?), 3 years old.
He's so cute XD
He can't really talk,
but the gibberish he says is adorable lol

I can't get work off this weekend ; o;
I can hope desperately that next week's schedule
hasn't been set yet so I can get them off but...
this weekend they might start painting!
I waaaaaaant~
And also, I'm gonna do some signs for the restaurant.
Opening date is October 16!!
The name of the restaurant is...
Little Cameranh Bay???

Oh, Lan got me the tablet last night,
it should arrive sometime...
next week? yay~

oh sanji

arg..
I'm actually beginning to hate working.
just a little.

Yesterday I got this horrible customer.
She seriously looked like she lived with a bajillion cats.
She bought the wrong kind of chicken for the coupon,
my supervisor was there,
and the lady-bitch was making a big deal out of it.
She said something like, "the customer is always right blah blah blah"
and my supervisor said, "yes, that's true but this time you're not" with such a tone.
LOLOL WUT?!
The two just kept at it while I was standing between them.
Awkwaaaaard...

When I first started working, I got a whole bunch of pleasant customers.
They made my day go by fast and they made me happy.
The small chitchat is greatly appreciated
because all we do is stand there all day ringing things up.
The bad customers can bring my mood down instantly,
but the cheerful customers can bring it up just as swiftly too.
You're not very pretty if you're grumpy all the time.
No one wants to be near you, and no one will remember you.
No one will cry for you when you die. Maybe.
I love the quiet, cute Asian customers, too.
Mainly the middle-aged ladies because they give such a polite little smile (:

I learned this weekend that my math skills have deteriorated into a little black hole.
I can't do munnymath without looking at the screen,
and if a customer gives me more change after the register is already open,
I wouldn't know what the hell to do with it D:

Oh on Friday I drove us (Lan and 3 of his brothers) to Grantsburg, WI.
His sister, Tam, and her boyfriend, Loung, have rented out a restaurant there.
I don't know the name of it yet, but they hope to open it up in mid-October.
It's fucken crazy because the previous owner
HAS NOT CLEANED THE DAMN PLACE IN 5 FUCKEN YEARS WTFAMIRITE?!
There are flies (not as much as you'd expect) and so far I've seen two wasps.
Lan says he saw two dead mice DX
There are cobwebs everywhere, it's fucken filthy.
There was even cobwebs in the fucken tea UGH!
That lady must have had NO CONSCIENCE when she served her customers that filth.
AND WTF IS THIS SHIT?!
Tam and I were cleaning out a closet full of dishes
and it seemed like NONE OF THEM WERE WASHED!
They still had food crap all over them.
There were sooooo many dishes I began to think she used them like one-time-use.
The walls to the first dining room were painted an ugly mint green colour one-half,
then the other half was an ugly darker green.
The hallway to the bathroom was a beige-like colour,
then the rest of the walls everywhere else was white.
The carpet in the dining room was actually two different carpets in a redish/violet colour.
The soap bottles in the bathrooms were ugly too.
No taste whatsoeverrrrrrr...
Thankfully we have Tam.
She's going to school for Interior Design yays 8D
And she has experience as a waitress.
Loung and his family seem to be great at cooking too.
His eldest brother is the head chef at Mai Village or whatever.
Um... But I only stayed till Saturday morning because I had work.
The drive is an hour and thirty minutes or less.
We'll be going back this weekend. And next maybe.

vroom vroom

No pictures like I promised |||orz *gets shot*

My bf's laptop is sorta broken at the moment haha
I don't know what happened, probably because he keeps throwing it around like a rag doll.
Well, the only problem was the audio drivers,
but it had to be sent out for the motherboard to be replaced.

That means no internet at home or CGing for about 2 weeks.
Instead of drawing and stuff, I've been "dancing".
lol I can't really call it dancing because I can't get the moves right haha @_@;;
First I tried learning BoA's "My Name", but I seriously can't get the opening right.
Then I tried learning AAA's "Music!!!", but... I can't even get the first step right ; o;
Then I tried AAA's one song... Summer something?
I should get them slowed down haha
But I've got some tutorials for "My Name", "Cupid" by Ivy, and that one Sonata one by Ivy as well.
I'll get more eventually haha
And hopefully I'll get good enough to record and post on youtube.

I'm gonna try to take up jogging... I want to so bad, but I don't like jogging by myself...
Hopefully Lan and I can go out today.
Oh yeah I'm gonna make curry tonight<3

Work was fun... Yeah it's always fun.
Sometimes I don't know what to do and I panic, but I can always call the manager.
I'm beginning to think that I'm abusing that button too much though haha~
Matt was super busy yesterday, there were so many customers and something about check fraud?
I messed up on a WIC transaction too lol ; o; *causes more trouble*
I saw my cousin Jessica there though haha
What a coincidence! Then I saw Vong as well!
It's been such a long time~

Lan says that he's gonna get me a tablet for our 1 year<3
I'm excited. I know what I wanna get him too!
I'm planning on either The Rosetta Stone (Viet) or a Nintendo DS + some games.
Either way, I'd get him both eventually.

Oh oh but omg omg omg
We went to Northtown Mall and we ordered food from Osaka and omg omg
There was this super cute guy working there lol~
He looked so cute with glasses~
And there was this other Mexican dude who could do awesome tricks while cooking!
It was super amazing!
And then at work, I had this customer who looked about 15-16 or something,
but he had a whole cart of food and stuff.
I thought he was with his mom or something, but he was alone.
He said he was 19 lol! Yeah right! Looked so frick'n young!
And he paid for it all with a $100!!
Then after that there was this TOTALLY GORGEOUS GUY who came by.
He had such gorgeous eyes ; o; AND A TOTALLY KICKASS SMILE 8D
He was really kind and smiled a lot XDDDDDD OMG WUUUUUUUT?!
I don't normally think white guys are "hot", but omg he was like HAWT FTW.

Uh ... I think that's it.
OH YEAH MARIO KART WEEE 8D
AMAZINGLY I THINK I BEAT ONE OF THOSE SUPER FAST STAFF GHOSTS ; O;
It's soooo freak'n hard it's UNBELIEVABLE DX
I forgot to which place now though ahaha
Here's my license though:
1547-7762-4677

JFDASKLJFASKLD;

ARG I don't know where my camera went lol ; o;
Yesterday the little monster grabbed a bunch of stuff out of my bag saying,
"backpack backpack...". You know that song from Dora?
Yeah.
SO NO PICTARS TODAY 8B

ANYWAYS WORK WAS KINDA BORING D':
Yesterday, it wasn't as eventful or fun, but time goes by fast.
I'm so happy ; o; MY SECOND DAY IN A ROW OF WORK 8'D
I've never had that before.
Either it was one day every other week, or I quit the next day X'DDD
I'm so freak'n lame ; o;
Just one more day though, then I'll have the rest of the week off : D
I'm kinda scared though
since this girl told me that we might have our own registers today.
IT'S TOO SOON OMG ; O;
I still haven't memorized any PLU #'s except for BANANA!!

It's interesting working there though...
I get to see what kinds of food are really popular and I might learn a thing or two as well.
I can feel it...
That tablet is gonna be mine soon 8D *drool*
I wonder what size I should get... Hmmm...
I'll need it to be able to fit into my bag for on-the-go.
How super awesome... I should stop or else I'll drown here haha

OMG IT'S ALREADY 2.58 PM I NEED TO GET DRESSED LOL

BARF

Uh so I'm now importing my blog to facebook as well...
Urgg... It's gonna be embarrassing, but I don't think people read these anyways.
Oh, and if you want to add me on FB, you should know...
I don't go there often... D:
The new layout is a total bitch.
I feel like I'm lost every time I blink!

ANYWAYS!!
I started my new job!!! AND IT WAS SUPER DUPER FUNNNNN WUT!?
I know! And I was so nervous too!
Yesterday was the first day,
we weren't supposed to touch the registers,
but the first guy who trained me told me to get on because it's the only way to learn.
@_@;; omg I was sooooo SLOW!
And sometimes, when I was looking for the bar code thing
EVEN THOUGH I WAS LOOKING AT IT ALREADY
I still couldn't see it >_<;;
The dude was totally cool and funny.
Yeap that was fun. Then I started training with an old lady.
She's nice. I messed up 5 minutes before I was off haha ; o;
I took a 10 and thought it was a 20 because it was colourful.
THEY HAVE NEW TENS??!!
But LUCKY the customer was super nice and told me I gave too much change.
I guess humanity hasn't gone down the toilet yet.
So far I have not seen any crabby customers. I wonder what that's gonna be like though?
I think I'll cry or something haha...
I work today and tomorrow as well.

Hmm... babysitting is smooth-sailing... so far.
Zoey is asleep right now, so this is a good time to get things done.
Usually I'd be playing the Wii, but I don't really feel like it haha
Oh, but I just found the online WFC thing for Mario Kart AND I THINK I'M ADDICTED 8DDDD;;;;
I was racing against people from around the world and stuff and
it's sooooo much better than playing one player.
It's damn challenging and sometimes those people knock me off the road D'X
SO CLOSE DAMMIT FUUUURST PLAAAAACE ; O;
Why do I always write so much?? D'X I'm trying to cut back...

Uh... No new arts.
I'll try to get on it. I don't have pictures either because I haven't gone and edited them.
Oh I know! I'll take pictures of my mii character, and the others I created...
I guess I'll take pictures of the other miis as well. I took pictures of my niece though...

She coloured on the wall with a crayon when I was distracted (WEEEEE).
I tried washing it off with a towel and soap and ended up making holes in the paint ; o;
I'll try to be less careless from now on.
I broke a bowl at home and chipped a plate too omg

I'm hungry orz....

zzzzz

Um... So yeah like I'm so freak'n tired it ain't even funny.
Actually I'm not that tired.
But I'm worried I might start falling asleep when I get to work.
Not really work, but something like orientation.
Yeah, I really did get hired somewhere ; o;
Before we started I asked the HR if it really was going to take 4 hours
and I feel like a total ass for that lol
But orientation yesterday was so freak'n boring
I just seriously could not stop moving around and stretching.
So I feel even more of an ass for that ; o;
At least we're getting paid for this though =_=;;
I saw this girl that I'm pretty sure I went to middle school with though.
Her name is "Kelly", a nickname.

But besides this new job, I also have to babysit my niece everyday.
YEAH SERIOUSLY EVERYDAY.
No, actually only the weekdays.
My bro-in-law, KC, has graduate school and my sister, Sis, has work.
The in-laws are working & out of state, and the sibling-in-laws are at school.
It's just me and the sweet darling Zoey, who doesn't like to share lol
She's so cute omg ; o;
I'll take pictures today. Hopefully.
I brought the camera with me yesterday, but didn't take any pictures.
I don't have to do much since Zoey is always doing random things by herself
so I get to just surf the internet, paint, and play the wii.
LOL I SOUND HORRIBLE D8
No, I play with her too, but she does things by herself.
LIKE MAKING A HUGE MESS D'8
It isn't that bad though :3
It's a hassle trying to get her to eat her food though.
She eats for a while, then stops.
But she has no problem eating junk food orz...
SHE'S SO ADORABLE THOUGH 8D
She says things like, "noway" and "peez?" (please) and "whea" (where) and "auntee"
OMG SO CUTE 8'D
I think she's the most adorable when she's just woken up.
Her hair is all messed up... =w=

But yeah, it's boring playing the wii by myself.
There's no one to play with ; o;
I play the uh... That one with the random games or whatever
and Mario Kart, but it's soooo boring to race by myself ):
I could play Wii Sports, but...
LOL THAT'S SO SAD TO PLAY BY MYSELF!!!! |||OTL
Zoey has no interest in the Wii.

I suppose I could watch some drama since Sis showed me a new site.

Anyways, I think I'm going to change and take a nap before she comes and picks me up.